So excited to get this quarter wrapped up.

Last week I got 100% on two papers that wrote pretty soon post-breakup that I thought were shit. Apparently I am "very articulate" and my work is fascinating. My 325 prof. wants a copy of my essay to share with future classes. I got a 100% on another test and managed to scrape an 88% on my science test (vast improvement from the 77% i got last time).

I'm seriously in LOVE with my major and wouldn't change it (I hope). I'm also considering double majoring in Spanish and doing the Peace Corps after school is done with.

I'm registering for classes for next quarter soon & I'm super excited.

HSP 304
HSP 315
HSP 345
SPANISH 102.

YAY.


In other news, I've decided that I'm no longer looking for a relationship/man until after college is over. I'm sick of being used/mistreated/lied to. It's not worth it. & I want to feel appreciated and someone actually cares for me. I'm tired of giving it my all only to get half in return. I want to do things for me and be a little selfish. And I have no problem admitting that.




I'm so glad I live in a city.

How is this quarter ALREADY over half way over??

I'm so tired, but people keep wanting to party. I used to say "No" alllll the time. Now, it's like No isn't even in my vocab.

Also, I realized that I WILL be taking 27 credits this summer.

TIGHT.

Kyle & I broke up last night.


I think I posted an entry once saying how the two guys I've officially dated had animal last names. The new theme I've come across is breaking up on some sort of significant day. Kegan and I on our 3 year anniversary & Kyle and I on our 3 months.

I'm so, so sick of hearing, "you're such an amazing/wonderful/gorgeous/smart (etc.) buuuuuuuttttt..... it's not what I want."

He will be #3 to add to that list.


I guess maybe now I can refocus on school again?

I'm done with dating/boys.

really.

because I'm sick of crying over shit I can't control.
I did EVERYTHING right in this relationship yet it still wasn't enough.

damn.

I'm not doing so well at this "transitioning back to school".
It's driving me nuts that I don't have a set schedule that I can follow week by week... that almost never changes. I think a lot of has to do with a inconsistent work schedule and really strange class times followed by grown-up activities like: COOKING DINNER. Ugh. There just really isn't enough time for anything.

So, I've been 21 for almost a month now... wanna know how many drinks I've paid for since then? ZERO. HA. I love boys and bartenders. Showy dresses help too. :)


PS: I am officially a Human Services major and as of now, I will be graduating in spring 2011. HOLLER.

Just registered for skydiving.

Aug. 31st in Shelton to celebrate my 21 (even though it is one day early!)

Nervous? yes.

Excited?? very much so!

paycheck: $832
money i owe my parents: $400
new total =$432
car insurance: $175
new total =$257
AE Credit Card: $48
new total =$209
Bank of America Credit Card: $108
new total =$101

FUCK.

& my mom just told me I have to pay rent for August (for my house in BHAM... WHAT!!!)

Rent ~ $465

GRAND TOTAL = -$364

I only get five more paycheck before the end of the summer.
Moral of the story... Kayla needs to get a job back in BHAM.
So depressing.

I have a new man.
His name is Kyle.

Does anyone else notice patterns from people they've dated? Like all the names start with one letter or all of the names have 3 letters and rhyme?

Apparently I'm into to names that are animals.

first fox, now crane.

WEIRD.




I be lovin' the summa, summa, time.

watching/hearing my parents fight:

a. makes me not want to have kids
b. makes me scared for a long term-commited relationship
c. all of the above


Answer?

C

If this is what we have to look forward to in the future, wow does it suck.

The weather, thus far, indicates that this summer may not be as amazing as I hoped.
Fuck.
I even bought shorts this year!

In other news:

Kayla's hours got cut hella this summer but finds herself playing tons more and enjoys having some free time to ACTUALLY relax.

[True Story]



Oh... & there is this new guy in my life who is quite amazing.
I've known him less than 3 weeks and we met completely randomly.
I enjoy (a lot) hanging with him.

I don't want to jynx it... so, we will see where this goes.


PS:
I get that MJ died, but really? really? I'm kinda sick of all the reporting ON THE SAME THING. It's getting a little RIDIC. For reals.

Kegan Fox is an asshole.
& I really hate him.



In other news, I made the President's List from last quarter.
Yay for unintentional 4.0s.



FML.
I just wanna get drunk & go back to Bellingham.
(reverse the order though)

I'm really enjoying taking 13 credits this quarter.
I only have to spend like 3 (maybe 4) days doing homework, and only for a few hours.
I wish I could take 13 credits ALL the time.

The only thing is that I can feel myself getting lazier and lazier.
Could just be the end of the school year thing... or the "i'm sick of school thing"... i'm not really sure.


I really wish I was staying in Bellingham for the summer.
I do, I do, I do.
But one more summer at CW and then DONE DONE DONE.



Hello Mid-terms!

ugh.

just ordered some text books for next quarter.

so lame.


:(

I hate how I'm not as strong as I thought I was.

I hate how I'm not as strong as he's appearing to be.

I really do not want to go back to Port Orchard.

Not at all.




Portfolio of death due in 4.5 hours

"He's a good lookin fellow, but clearly a moron."
-Prof. Bill Lay on Kegan Fox

YESSSSSSSS...

Welcome me back singles club?



:(

"What kind of characters are in your family?"

Hmm... Mickey Mouse?


I love my AUAP students!


Things to do before next Thursday:
1. Write my last history essay.
2. TLA
3. Present EDU project
4. Take SCED final
5. Take GEO final
6. FINISH HISTORY PORTFOLIO (HELLO 50+++++++ PAGES!!!)

I'm actually starting to enjoy having a room to myself.

Stop texting me.

Stop texting me.

Step texting me.


I'm sick of hearing from because every time you do I feel like shit all over again.








I'm changing my major just so i can graduate sooner and get the fuck out of Bellingham.

My stupid-hoe roommate is leaving this weekend.


thank fucking ____ [fill in the blank]

Motivation.








I have none since coming back to school.



So NOT good.